Showing posts with label faith. Show all posts
Showing posts with label faith. Show all posts

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Can I surrender it all?

                                             (a story from my heart)
My room is my sanctuary. I love every bit of it. From the bright white carpet to the soft green curtains hanging low to the floor. They framed a tall wide window surrounded by light pink walls. Of course my bed sheets matched that soft green, almost the same color as a lima bean. Odd, I know, but when you take a step back, my room looks like a lighter colored watermelon without the seeds.
But the colors aren't my favorite part of the room. It is sitting at the window seat in front of my big bright window. The window pillow is very comfortable to sit on; the top is a pale green with pink vine flowers sewed into the cover. This very place is where I spend most of my time thinking, wishing and longing. For it is this spot where I can feel a tugging in my heart.
I always wondered how people could walk in my room and only notice or admire the colors or the many picture frames hanging on my wall of art. How could they not notice the place where I felt God speaking to me the most? Or the radiant sunshine shining through the window glass, warming up my room, even my very soul. How could they miss the spectacular view from my window?-God's beautiful creation. There is of course the big maple tree that slightly hang its leaves over the window view and then there is the birdfeeder that attracts all those beautiful birds. Sometimes I fall asleep just listening to their songs. But beyond the birdfeeder and the big maple tree, are rolling green hills and a  big woods, thick with trees.  That adventurous, perfect woods has stolen a piece of my heart.  It was where I spent most of my days as a child exploring the beauty of God's creation and allowing Him to take me on many wild adventures. Adventures that only increased my sense of wonder...my innocent way.
But now God was calling me on a new adventure. One that I am surely struggling whether or not to go on.  It is a decision, maybe the hardest decision I would ever make, but I hear it is surely the best one and most rewarding...... Then what is holding me back?  What keeps me from opening up to this great adventure and saying yes?

God is simply asking me to "let it all go. Surrender...let go and your adventure will begin. An adventure you could never dream up yourself. You just have to let Me, your Father, lead you this time. But, you have to Give it ALL."

You think it is simple to give God everything - your hopes, your worries, fears and even your dreams. But it isn't. If everybody did, they would have an everlasting peace in their hearts; a joy that no one could bend and a love that no one could crush.   And yet we continue to think we can control, that we can accomplsih our dreams ourselves. We are afraid to hand our dreams over- afraid to lose them. But, if we really knew God, we would know that we wouldn't lose anything but instead, we would gain everything.  God knows our deepest desires better than we do. He is our Daddy, whos' love is so deep and so profound, that human beings could not handle the whole depths of it. If we could, I most surely believe that we would die from happiness.
So as I sit at this peaceful place at my window- just me, God and His beauty, I struggle to let go. Can I really trust this Man with EVERYTHING? Can I surrender it ALL?

Friday, June 10, 2011

Imagination & prayer

This article is by a Christian singer, Audrey Assad.  She sings so beautifully for God and her love for Him runs deep.  To listen to one of her songs click on the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0B2ybZpDeM

Audrey writes......" Many of us view our imaginations as traps, as stumbling blocks to rational thought. Can you remember the last time you heard a sermon on the subject of the imagination? I cannot. And yet it is probably the most powerful tool we possess for the creation of art, whether for good or ill.
  As I see it, the next question is, can/does Jesus redeem the imagination? I believe the answer to be yes, which is why I do spend time using my imagination in prayer
.".....(Please read her article below to get the full story)

"I have never forgotten the day I first actively used my imagination in prayer. In my mind’s eye, Jesus was swarthy, bearded, swathed in burlap—it was unthinkable in such heat. A dry desert wind covered Him in dust. I stood in line with many others, some sick with palsy, some holding children with disorders or diseases. Somehow I just knew He was going to find me out; that with one piercing look of His black eyes, He was going to see inside my veins and my capillaries and know that I had no disease to be healed of that day. And yet I could not tear myself away from that line. I could barely see Him at most points; the crowds pressed in so that I could only just make out the top of His head, occasionally glimpsing those flashing black eyes. He passed His hand over the face of a small boy afflicted with a neurological syndrome, and the little boy was made physically new, as though he had always been. His father wept for joy. I watched him shake with sobs.
After many moments, many miracles, finally I was next in line to see Him. And suddenly, the only thing between Him and me was thirty feet of golden flecks in the close air. Crowd sounds died down to a whirring murmur, and I locked eyes with the Man.
I stood there, my brow furrowed—I didn’t know what to do. Surely He would reproach me for taking up His valuable space and time! And so, unsure of how to act, I waited. His gaze was searching, indeed. It stung a little, even.
Then He smiled a little, and reached out His hand.
“Me?” I said in a small voice. My lungs felt vacuum-packed—I could not draw a breath. He stretched out His arms like an old friend.
And so I ran. I closed that thirty-foot gap with all the ferocity of a freight train falling off the rails. I wanted to collide with Love, to be strained and sifted through the weave of that rough cloth around Him and soaked right into His pores. We crashed into each other. He smelled like red spices and sweat. His robe sandpapered my cheek. All else faded. . .all else vanished. It was just Him, and me, in the scalding white light of the Eastern sun, and I knew His love for me. And as so many other times before, my heart was moved to love Him.
That day I had begun by thinking of Him as the healer of the multitudes. It is a story I have read countless times in various places in Scripture; I was taught it with felt-boards and sticky paper cutouts in Sunday School as a child, and preached to about it as an adult in the pews. Having never been terribly physically ill myself (with the exception of the multitude of varyingly serious food allergies I suffer from), I could wonder at the miracle of it, but never exactly empathized with the characters. In a completely new way, the day I prayed this and saw Him healing, I understood one of the central tenets of the Gospel; that though our bodies may be well, our hearts may be infirm; and though our bodies may crumble, our hearts may be wellsprings of life. I felt how sick my heart was when I put myself in the story. And though the physical encounter was imagined, the emotional and spiritual one was very real. I cannot prove that, but I do testify to it. I started that time of prayer viewing Him as the healer of the many; and by the end of it, I saw Him as the healer of me.
The risks of praying that way can be intimidating. Our imaginations are not wholly pure; they are informed by our context, our experiences, our culture, and they are crippled by sin. On top of that, the word “imagination” has taken on somewhat of a negative connotation in everyday conversation. Usually when you hear someone say “you’re just imagining it”, they are typically implying that whatever “it” is, is false. “It’s all in your imagination,” a friend might say to me when I believe someone to be angry with me who is not angry with me at all. Many of us fear imagining what God is like, because we might believe something wrong about Him, or be led astray by foreign ideas of God operating in our subconscious. Many of us view our imaginations as traps, as stumbling blocks to rational thought. Can you remember the last time you heard a sermon on the subject of the imagination? I cannot. And yet it is probably the most powerful tool we possess for the creation of art, whether for good or ill.
To settle some of these interior difficulties, it must be asked, what is the imagination? Dr. Peter Kreeft 1 defines it this way; it is the ability to call up interior images of physical things, even when they are not externally present; it is the ability to conceive of things that we have never seen, or that perhaps do not even exist; and it is the ability to hold before the mind a meaning—to stand under it, to contemplate it. It is sensory, creative, and contemplative.
Our imagination, particularly in its creative and contemplative dimensions, is one of the particular things that sets us apart from the animals; it is one of the ways in which we have been created in God’s image. It has the capacity to express both light and darkness, and as such is a powerful tool in whatever way it is exercised. As I see it, the next question is, can/does Jesus redeem the imagination? I believe the answer to be yes, which is why I do spend time using my imagination in prayer. On that premise, it follows that our imaginations can be very helpful to our souls in both prayer and art.
Religious art is made using a combination of theology and imagination; I believe this holds true for worship music in a particular way. We who write for the Church take truths that are already formed and find a new way to imagine them—a new way to communicate them with imagery.
Take “How He Loves” (John Mark McMillan) as an example. The song is undoubtedly one of the more interesting and moving worship songs written during our generation; the first two lines say this;
“He is jealous for me.
Love’s like a hurricane;
I am a tree bending beneath
the weight of His wind and mercy.”
The picture is stunning, and effective. John Mark imaginatively found a way to communicate the very simple idea that God’s love is strong. Simple though the truth communicated may be, the lines would never have been written if McMillan had not exercised his God-given gifts of creative and contemplative imagination. We who desire to write songs for God’s people to sing in worship can be greatly assisted in our task by putting those faculties to good use. Anyone who has ever met and loved C.S. Lewis’ Aslan in his The Chronicles of Narnia can attest to the potential spiritual impact of creative writing. Lewis imagined a character that has helped many like myself to love God and desire heaven.
The one caution I offer, first to myself and then to anyone who reads this, is that anytime the use of imagination is intersected with prayer, we run the risk of creating images or ideas of God and looking upon them as private revelation. This is very dangerous. It isn’t impossible, but nor do I believe it is likely. Proper boundaries are needed. The renewal of the mind by consistent and faithful Scripture study is essential.
I plan to always keep thinking and dreaming about God and His heart, taking the risk of creating a mess. It is how I create images, and often how I write music; more importantly, it is one of the myriad ways in which I learn to love Him with more of my heart."

Article from : http://fqworship.com/blog/news/imagination-prayer-and-songwriting/
2011 Audrey Assad

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

We are at a Spiritual WAR

(NOTE: This is a post I did not write but is an article from another site - http://networkedblogs.com/it10q  I just wanted to share because I think it is an important article to read!


Then the dragon became angry with the woman and went off to wage war against the rest of her offspring, those who keep God's commandments and bear witness to Jesus. It took its position on the sand of the sea. - Apocalypse 12:17
We are at WAR. This is not puffery. Our souls, and the souls of those that we love are in mortal peril and they are under constant ATTACK from the Devil. After reading Terry Nelson's latest post over at Abbey Roads, I had to post about it. He nails home so many points that I harp on at this blog, and I am glad to see someone else taking up the same flag. Unfortunately, he is also right on another point: that many Catholics today do not really believe in things like spiritual warfare, the peril of souls, of even the Devil himself. He sums it up this way:
Today, when there is such an emphasis upon peace and justice, some Catholics do not like using the terms, spiritual warfare, combat, battle, or always hearing phrases such as 'we are at war' and so on. Yet that is what the Christian life has always been, it is a struggle - an intense, knock down, drag out fight, a very real spiritual combat: To quote St. Paul,
Finally, draw your strength from the Lord and from his mighty power. 
Put on the armor of God so that you may be able to stand firm against the tactics of the devil. 
For our struggle is not with flesh and blood but with the principalities, with the powers, with the world rulers of this present darkness, with the evil spirits in the heavens. ~~Ephesians 6:10-12
He is so right! Just the other day in my parish there was a discussion about what theme will be used for the parish-wide Catechesis program. The choices were: Prayer & Spirituality, Morality, and Justice (ie Peace & Social Justice). The overwhelming response was: Justice. Not that there is anything wrong with that, but most people felt that the #1 issue facing our Church today was not the lack of prayer and spirituality, or morality, but a lack of Justice. The other parish in the area... facing the same question picked: Justice.


Don't get me wrong, I think these are worthy and important areas of Catholic teaching and belief, but I just wonder how that can be the number one issue facing us as Catholics. As a Church we are at War with the culture, the homosexual priestly abuse crisis, the lack of vocations, the 'progressive modernization' of our faith, the feminist agenda, the corruption of our children, the culture of death, the onslaught of pornography and infidelity, the debasement of our Sacred traditions and symbols; and we as a people cry for social justice for the oppressed. Who exactly are the oppressed? Aren't we as Catholics oppressed? Or worse yet, are we not HUNTED? If the world and our culture are consuming folks and it is unjust, what is the best avenue to combat this? When people are held captive and imprisoned how to we best free them from the shackles?

Reading an article over at Sancte Pater, one of, if not the, leading exorcists in the Vatican says that more needs to be done in the War against the Devil: 

The Catholic Church's most famous exorcist says more should be done to fight the devil. Father Gabriele Amorth has conducted 70,000 exorcisms for the church during his lengthy career.
In an interview with Italian daily, Corriere Della Sera, the 85-year-old priest said it would be worth extending the practice of exorcism.
"It would not be a bad idea," he told the daily. "In Italy moral decay is evident. Families are often breaking down.
"Do you know what I would do if I was the Pope for a moment?" he asked. "I would provide every opportunity for exorcisms. Like the Orthodox Church. There you do not need the permission of a bishop."
Social justice will only come when the forces of evil, the purveyors of injustice are defeated. We MUST PUT ON THE ARMOR OF GOD if we have ANY chance to defend ourselves in this battle. Therefore, if we go out there, looking for justice and peace, and we do not possess the ARMOR OF GOD, we are thrusting ourselves, defenseless, into WAR. A true, honest to GOD, WAR! We must treat our world and culture in this way, or we are being nothing but foolish and naive. Therefore we must arm ourselves with Truth, Morality, Love, and walk in the Commandments of God... prior to going into battle. We cannot seek Justice without those things. We can not and must not enter into battle weaponless. So how do we arm ourselves?

Terry Nelson suggests:


...begin to pray - to really pray - prepare yourself for trials. Whenever you embark upon anything good in the spiritual life, the combat begins. Sometimes that can be a sign to "do even more" as St. Paul says. Frequent Mass and the sacraments - especially confession. And use sacramentals - especially wearing Our Lady's livery: The Scapular of Mt. Carmel along with the shield of the Miraculous Medal, and keep the very best weapon of the Rosary with you at all times. These are tools, weapons, Our Lady herself has given to her children through the saints. These are not foolish devotions or superstitious.
The Devil is real, like it or not. As a Catholic you must believe not only that he is real but also that he seeks the eternal damnation of your soul, his only chance at victory, albeit already foretold and written, is to seek the ruin of as many souls as possible. Your soul is no safer than anyone else... you are NOT GUARANTEED Heaven... unless you do that which is required of you by GOD. Social Justice is an honorable, worthy, and important goal. Yet, it cannot simply occur through the good intentions of the faithful. We all know what road is paved with good intentions. We must actively defend ourselves, our souls, and the souls of those around us.
We must be counter-cultural. We must strike against culture, against 'the world', and against evil. I heard a teen say the other day that they come to Mass and learn the faith, and love the faith but have a hard time knowing how to live it out each day. This is honestly a good thing... they realize that there is a incongruity between the world and Catholicism. We are not made for the world, we are not made for its culture, its riches and gold. We are made for GOD and we should seek Heaven. Our religion is surely about love... but love does not only mean lollipops and gum-drops. Sometimes love is a battle... and the greatest love is to lay down your life for another. This isn't always in physical death, but sometimes 'death' comes in another form.
As the Father loves me, so I also love you. Remain in my love. 
If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father's commandments and remain in his love. 
"I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete. 
This is my commandment: love one another as I love you. 
This is my commandment: love one another as I love you. 
No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's life for one's friends. 
You are my friends if you do what I command you.
I no longer call you slaves, because a slave does not know what his master is doing. I have called you friends, because I have told you everything I have heard from my Father.
It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name he may give you. 
This I command you: love one another. 
"If the world hates you, realize that it hated me first. 
If you belonged to the world, the world would love its own; but because you do not belong to the world, and I have chosen you out of the world, the world hates you.
-John 15:9-19
The world HATES you. Say itout loud right now... 'The World Hates ME!' 


Then... repeat the promise from the start of this section: "As the Father loves Jesus, so also will I be loved. If I keep the commandments of God, I will remain in HIS LOVE." What more could we ask for? But as I have said in this post, it will not come easy... we are at WAR.


So we must stand firm and resolute in our desire to keep the commandments of God. We must put on the ARMOR OF GOD. We must arm ourselves with the weapons of the faith: the Rosary, the Scapular, and Medals. We must spiritually fight through prayer and meditation. We must seek Social Justice and Peace for people and not for the world. It takes great strength and courage to be a Catholic in today's world... and yet it has always been such. If you need inspiration... look to any CHILD Saint that was ready willing and able to DIE for their faith. Can we even FATHOM THAT? No wonder we don't like phrases such as "SPIRITUAL WARFARE." I wonder if Spiritual War will chip my nails, muddy my gym shoes, or ruin my designer handbag?


Again, I have no problem with seeking Social Justice... I just do not believe we can bring about that type of change unless we are truly willing to enter the war. Our faith and our souls are under constant attack. Justice will not be served until we can protect and preserve the souls of those that seek and follow Christ. The only way we can do that is if we are willing to take up arms against the enemy, put on the Armor of God and Defend our FAITH in battle!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Keep your eyes on Jesus.

This is a very short post, but a strong message.  It's about keeping your eyes on Jesus even in the darkest moments. The moments where you feel afraid.  The moments where you feel hopeless. The moments where you feel weak....Just remember to keep your eyes on Him. Have Faith.  Never let go because he already promises that He won't.
Just like when Jesus asked Peter to walk on the water, he did, but as soon as he took his eyes off Jesus he began to sink into the water. But Jesus was there to pull him right back up again.  
Don't lose faith. Look to Jesus, He never leaves your side and never lets you down.

"..So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus, but when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, "Lord, Save me!" Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"  -Matt 14:29-32










Touching song about having Faith in Christ and walking on the Water




Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Having Faith Like A Little Child

"Unless you become like little children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven."
                      - Matthew 18:3

When I was younger, people would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I simply would always reply, "I just want to stay a kid."  
To this day I don't necessarily want to be a kid but I want only to have that sort of freedom that I once had when I was young.  
I'm sure we've thought back to childhood memories and we remember how we felt.  We remember how we viewed the world.  We were, for the most part, Carefree - climbing trees, riding bikes, making clubs and to us, everyday was and adventure.
Why were we so free?  Why was it so easy to get excited about the simpler things?
Well, part of it is that we simply knew less, and dreamed more.  I think as we get older we learn more, but not only that; we seem to want to understand everything.  It was the-not-knowing that nutured part of our innocence that we so dearly want to protect in this world. Most of that freedom came from having little responsibilities and we Trusted our parents to care for us, clothe us and feed us.  They guided us down the path they thought was best for us, and we trusted them to do this.  We may have had some struggles and fears but most of us had our parents to fall back on.  Therefore, we were more free.  We knew we could trust our parents, and that made life that much more enjoyable - that much more simpler.
Now we are adults.  Now we are more knowledgeable to take care of ourselves.  We naturally no longer need to rely on our parents to provide us everything.  We also know more and we begin to take on responsibilities.  And, since we are in a world of good and evil, with those responsibilities may come fear and worry.  We begin to naturally leave the trust and security we had from our parents and try to start trusting ourselves to get us what we think we want and need.   We soon notice that the cares of this world are weighing us down-the temptations, past wounds, trials.  Our once easy excitement and innocence slowly leaves our heart as we begin to pick up more cares of this world.
We wonder, who will guide us?  Who will rescue us?  We are tired of trying to do it on our own, so deep down we long for someone else to save us,someone else to fall back on, someone else to whisper to our heart that freedom is still possible but then also wondering where it has gone?

I think being a child is a gift.  - A gift from God so that we could experience a small taste of the freedom that we were all made for. This taste is to show us that freedom is real.  That there is more to life. That there is hope. And when we look at little children, let us be reminded and moved by their simplicity, their freedom, their  innocence...
Instead of having our parents to trust and hold us when we needed them, Jesus is telling us,
"Trust me now. You know that I am here and I am your Father, even if you did not have the perfect parents, know that  I am many times better than they, for I am your perfect Father and Mary is your perfect Mother.  Let me now guide your ways.  I will always know what's best for you.  Let me care for you, clothe you, and feed you.  Let me take those worries and stresses and carry them - Let me carry you.  Have faith in me like you did with your parents. Have the faith like a little Child.  I will never you let you down.  Let me love you. Trust in me. Surrender it all and you will experience that true freedom,  a better freedom - A freedom that comes from a perfect love."
 I think this is what God is referring to when he says "have faith like a little child." We might be adults, but we will always be like children who need and are searching for their perfect Father. We are searching for that freedom we were made for -  that perfect love.
Trust is a gift. We must ask for it and always pray.  We must get to know our Father better, for it easier to trust someone we know.  Once we open our hearts and let God take control, then we are trusting.  It is a journey.  It is a journey we must all take because, "unless you become like little children, you cannot enter the kingdom of heaven."

"My dear sweet child, reach out and take My hand , and never let go."


>St. Therese of Lisieux-pray for us<